Originally Posted by RedsBaron
Several years ago I had to take our golden retriever to a vet ER . It turned out he had terminal kidney failure, so he had to be put to sleep. It was hard looking in those big brown eyes for the last time, those eyes that trusted me to make everything okay, with me unable to do anything other than put an end to his suffering.
I'm experiencing the same thing. My dog is really really sick with bone cancer, and I can't bring myself to look in his eyes.