So, in order to keep myself occupied this summer, I have decided to take a class at the college i work at. Though I now do web programming (i use the term "programming" loosely) I chose a class from my old degree.
Thursdays from 4:00 - 8:00 Central time, i will be a DJ on one of the only 100,000 watt college radio stations in the country. You can listen live here: http://www.kacvfm.org/
Lots of good music, and for me, a return to days I was very happy.
I'm not 100%. I still have some bad days, yesterday and today included, but I am finding more and more things to be excited about. Like this poem my youngest (she's 13) wrote that won her a school award and was printed in their yearly writing publication.
Emily de Jesus
The sky looks relaxed
The sun is at its lowest point
Clouds are hovering around the large yellow ball of light
Its beautiful at every angle
I smile at the sunset
Colors are bursting
Purples, yellows, pinks and blues
I smile even bigger
Because I know the pretty sight is in me
The sun is my heart
Something that beautiful came from my daughter. How can I possibly beat myself up knowing that?