Sorry about the game Ed.
I know the feeling. My Dad, brother, and I have done the trip to Cincy for 6-10 games at a time and seen the whole gambit. We've seen 8 straight losses. We've seen Whitesox fans boo us out of our own stadium, arrived in Cincy in first place, and left down by 5 games. I think over a three year streak we had a combined 3-15 record in attendance or something like that.
It's not fun.... but if you go to enough games the good moments start happening when you least expect it. That's baseball. Hopefully the next 2 games are kinder to you.