I just finished watching us lose again with Jason Standridge giving up the game to Rickie Weeks. I have been denying to my friends that we cannot get to the postseason with this bullpen, but it is now apparent that the only way we do is if someone locks the Cardinals, Brewers, and Astros in their respective clubhouses for the rest of the season. We look to the bullpen and have no answers. I feel for Jerry Narron. I think he has one of the toughest jobs in sports right now. He looks to the bullpen and has no choice that has not bit him recently. I love this team, they keep fighting back, but it is horribly disheartening to fight and then have the bullpen trip you on your own sword. The Dunn HR should have made it must win, it didn't. The Castro heads up baserunning should have made it over, no more questions. It did not. I'm not a denial person, so I will come back to reality. I will root like always, but I cannot fight off my friends anymore. They are right, this is a return to respectability, but postseason dreams may be out of the question. I may be back to reality, but it does not mean it doesn't hurt.