Here's the link:
http://hardballtalk.nbcsports.com/20...eries.html.php
This is the part that disturbs me the most:
"Not that he didn't have some help. He had a horrible childhood, was abused by a relative and had a father who was never there. Carbo says that as soon as he came up with the Reds, team trainers supplied him with amphetamines -- calling them vitamins -- and said that he more or less had to take them. He was soon hooked, and from there moved on to pain pills, sleeping pills cocaine and just about everything else you can imagine."