I want to be excited about the Reds but I also know I will be sad if they do bad. Should I enjoy myself and get excited or should I protect myself and say I'm "not sold" on the Reds? I want to be happy but I don't want to get hurt or be wrong. I want to be right and.protected but I don't want to copy and paste a statistical chart comparing Ludwick to similar players throughout history. I am filled with conflict.