Since 1961 when my father turned me on not the Reds, I have been a fan. There have been fantastic years and really bad years. nThrough it all, I live and die with this team. Lotsnof bad memories when welcome close (1964 and many others come mot mind), but I always look forward tenth season. All I ever ask is for the team to be entertaining and competitive, Lots of teams have not. The majesty of the 1070, 75, and 76, always seem the goal (left out 1961 because it was the impossible dream. This team has fulfilled this. I predicted a 86-76 season as the goal, and I hope this happens. I won't be upset if the Reds get the second win card and blow it. I just won't. I've given up that the powerhouse I wanted to be is a long shot. The 2021 Version is fun. That's fine, but being how ownership refuses to spend to make that show. I've lived long time and I may never see another pennant or World Series for the Reds, but time is running out and I see no hope on the horizon. I'm still a fan.and hope for the best, but watching the Padres in hopes they fail or dreaming of a second wildcard to disappoint us more, I just want to see this fun bunch play. Sorry, but this is the way its is.